Myself?

Singapore
Juz a very normal teenager lol.. what else do you expect.. hahaha... Have a liking for cars, bikes and expecially for speed.. lets just say.. On Singapore roads? haha... Always to believe that we are the ones who set the limits.. not others.. Simple minded guy here... Don't expect too much from me, not gonna say that i want to be a lawyer or some top notch doctors someday coz thats all bullshit to me. We set goals for ourself to fulfil it, not to just LooK at it. Devoted to my fishing rod and most prob my computer. Believes that life is meant to be enjoyed not to be tortured upon (eg. calculating some wierd Mathematical Equations that only aliens understand) Most of the time i never get worked up, coz no point getting angry of something that cannot be resolved. Also it tires your heart as it needs to work harder to pump more blood to your brain cells. In addition, getting angry kills more brain cells than studying.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Lost

My mood is really bad.. to the extent that i feel like exploding.... What i want, i don't get... What i wish, don't come true... What i hope, doesn't fufil... What i do, never succeed... What i plan, always go wrong....... Fustration is building up.. feeling complusive... feeling that i am losing myself soon... feeling really bad...

So to all my friends out there... Now is really not the period to disturb me... I may really just lose myself...

Just lost the spark of my life.......................................................

Feeling really bad.... bad.... bad... bad....
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Monday, October 15, 2007

Monday BluezZ

Hmm.. Monday blues affected me straight away in the morning. Upon discovering that my system was still down, i thought.. today must be a nice day.. even the system is still failing and that means nothing much to do. But who knows... the system came back online right in the afternoon... and that means.. have to start rushing through the monthly reports and plannings and alot more.... SIANZ!!!

But nevermind, there are also good news for me... Managed to get a particular address that i wanted to have... Now should be the time to start sending things to the address already. :D Lets see... Mugs, flowers, bears and... don't know leh.. haha... Hopefully things go the way i want them to be... ... ... ... ... ...
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Saturday, October 13, 2007

Dark Friday


Been to work early in the morning and was greeted with the news that my departments computers have all been disabled... So that means no internet access, no files access and that also means absolutely NOTHING to do. Sianz!!! Reports, plans, meetings are all affected due to this matter. Don't know if this coming monday everything will be fixed. Haha!


My mood have also been fluactuating these few days.. Sometimes good sometimes bad.. Work + Study + relationships + all tonnes of things.. Like leeching my life force away..... Just hoping that i can see the sea soon... so that I will have a clearer mind and think it through.. Juz wondering... When will my princess be free to have dinner with me? Thats the only thing that i wish to know....


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